Christopher John Edward Patrick Porter

hey bro :( i dont remember you at all of course, me & dad miss you loads. i wish i could have met you & dawn , but maybe i'l get to meet dawn at least :( dawn if you read this , please get in contact big Sis :) 07799762325 , please ! Christopher sleep tight angel, love you always .

your baby sister, Lisa xxxxxxxx

I miss you so much. I think about you every single day, constantly. I can't believe you are gone, I can still remember the day that I found out I was pregnant with you, and the day you were born, I loved you instantly. I can remember starring at you constantly for the first 2 or 3 weeks after you were born thinking, I have created a miracle!
Christopher I love you so much and will till the day that I die, I will never understand why you had to leave us, my heart is broken into a million pieces.
You are still and always will be my baby boy.
Ma x

Kate thank you so much for the beautiful Halloween Graphic on Jeremy's site. Somehow this year I do not have the heart for it myself which makes your gift so much more special.

I am laughing as I read the verse written my Mandy and read at Christoper's funeral. Have you ever read about Indigo Children? You may find some things of interest there!

It seems to me sometimes that our children came to learn lessons and also to teach. We have so much to learn from them.

My love and thanks to you for remembering Jeremy xo

To my bruv x ,............do you know? ov coarse you do lol....anyway,..there  have been times when i wanted to post on this page but could not because the tears were streaming down my face.  This time is no different, but ive come to understand that my memories (our memories)  are for my heart only and thats why it takes so long to do his kind of personal tribute. so with a sore heart n throat its going have to be like that for now..our memories will stay close to my heart for a long time to come......................maybe one day i talk about memories of you without the *****. i so love and miss you christopher xxxxxxxxx

i also have to say here that i promise to do as best i can for your son xxx

Kyle the we man                                   

                                    The Big Man

You where born a wild boy with the devil in your eye

Now as you leave us we are left to softly cry

From when you where a wee boy you drove us round the bend

We wondered when your cheekiness was ever going to end

Your language it was colourful from the tender age of four

We couldn't help but laugh and encourage you even more

We will remember you running wild up and down the street

Being a right we nuisance and geting under everyone's feet

Then you where the big man that mesed around on wheels

Any kind either 2 or 4 always making deals

Motorbikes and cars, it's what every guy should like

Nothing made you happier than going crazy on your bike

We where never going to change you or how you lived your life

We worried when you found yourself in trouble and in strife

You where never an angel but we cared for you just the same

And to think we didn't love you would have been such a shame

Why did you have to go just as life was going your way

You where trying hard and we no you wanted to stay

You leave us with the image of your we lad

And as he grows  up to be the big man we will tell him of his dad

Please look after him from the skies above

Show him in a special way that you send him all your love

So christopher, give them hell in heaven and show them how its done

Pass out plenty of joints and bottles of buckfast to everyone

It's not meant as disrespect, it's just how we know you would create some fun

Did him upstair's know what he was doing when he wanted back this son

Sadly we have to let you go even though it doesn't seem right

But remember it's not goodbye BIG MAN, it's only just goodnite

This poem was wrote by christopher's cousin Mandy and was read out at christopher's funeral by his cousin sharleen...